Uncloistered

HEAD(hed), (n.) 1. the top part of the human body or the front part of an animal where the eyes, nose, east and mouth are. "Your brain is in your head."
DIBS(dibz), (n.) 2. a thick, sweet syrup made in countries of the East, especially the Middle East, from grape juice or dates. [Arabic "debs"]--World Book Dictionary, 1976.
longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking,
or she I was
seeking, (it comes to me as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall’d as we flit by each other, fluid,
affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me or a girl with me,
I ate with you and slept with you, your body
has become not yours only nor left my
body mine only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face,
flesh, as we pass, you take of my beard,
breast, hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you, I am to think of you
when I sit alone or wake at night alone,
I am to wait,
I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.”
(From “Leaves of Grass” in The Harvard Classics)