Welcome, May!

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The past few weeks have been stressful. Training new employees, dealing with difficult customers, not sleeping well, not exercising (I’ve gained 20 pounds in the last two years), getting through family drama (two life-threatening events in the same day, 2000 miles apart: my dad’s heart attack in NM and a 9 year grandchild starting the rest of his life with Type 1 Diabetes) . . .  My CrossFit lifestyle withered into oblivion when I lost my job at the University in 2020, as Covid got going. Deep depression brought me to a standstill as I took a few months to try to reset. Since then, my physical status has been on steady decline. Now my daily schedule looks something like this: Work 3-11 pm (on a good day), Go to bed at 4 am, get up between 10:30 am and noon, get booted up and go back to work. If I get one day off a week I’m fortunate. At least I don’t have to work all night for now. That was the worst.  So I haven’t had time or energy to do much, even read, much less write. And since my

Confidence

Firm trust.

Children have no difficulty with confidence. They trust without question. Children trust firmly, with resolution. Confidence comes naturally to a child.

Then, everything changes. Sometime, somewhere, somehow, confidence wanes, trust falters. One grows and the focus of trust shifts away from the parent to self. We throw ourselves off balance when God’s natural design is corrupted by the sin nature. Confidence is significantly weakened and distrust takes over.

Confidence must be relearned, re-established and to have it fully, one must return to the one who instilled that in our design. We must return to our maker, and in so-doing, retrain ourselves to think, live, believe differently. Confidence takes discipline. We need to practice trusting God and practice takes time, requires focus, saying “yes” to some things and “no” others. Our mental, physical and spiritual diets may have to change, get rid of the fat that weighs us down, build up the spiritual muscles we need to be functional and powerful.

Peter wrote, “Therefore, brethren, be all the more diligent to make certain about His calling and choosing you; for as long as you practice these things, you will never stumble.” (2 Peter 1:10).

What are “these things” that require discipline and how do “these things” build confidence? God has already and powerfully given everything we need for both life and godliness, achieved by knowing Christ (2 Pe. 1:2-3). By His glory and excellence, God has granted precious and magnificent promises for the purpose of experiencing Him and thus escaping the sinfulness that holds us down, prevents growth—kills us (2 Pe 1:4). Now, reconnected to our Maker by the means of Christ, we have confidence restored by faith which gives rise to moral excellence, leading to knowledge, manifesting in self-control, with strong perseverance, in the context of godliness that in turn builds up others in love. (2 Pe 1:5-8).

And it gets better because “these things” are not useless, nor are they unfruitful because our confidence is not for us to keep and turn inwardly again, throwing ourselves off-balance; rather, our confidence in Christ is for others, that they too can be unburdened from sin!

Confidence, firm trust, means there is no need for disorientation because of a firm hold on the solid foundation that will never move! 

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