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The past few weeks have been stressful. Training new employees, dealing with difficult customers, not sleeping well, not exercising (I’ve gained 20 pounds in the last two years), getting through family drama (two life-threatening events in the same day, 2000 miles apart: my dad’s heart attack in NM and a 9 year grandchild starting the rest of his life with Type 1 Diabetes) . . .  My CrossFit lifestyle withered into oblivion when I lost my job at the University in 2020, as Covid got going. Deep depression brought me to a standstill as I took a few months to try to reset. Since then, my physical status has been on steady decline. Now my daily schedule looks something like this: Work 3-11 pm (on a good day), Go to bed at 4 am, get up between 10:30 am and noon, get booted up and go back to work. If I get one day off a week I’m fortunate. At least I don’t have to work all night for now. That was the worst.  So I haven’t had time or energy to do much, even read, much less write. And since my

“To A Stranger”


“Passing stranger! you do not know how

longingly I look upon you, 

You must be he I was seeking, 

or she I was 

seeking, (it comes to me as of a dream,) 

I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you, 

All is recall’d as we flit by each other, fluid, 

affectionate, chaste, matured, 

You grew up with me, were a boy with me or a girl with me, 

I ate with you and slept with you, your body 

has become not yours only nor left my 

body mine only, 

You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, 

flesh, as we pass, you take of my beard, 

breast, hands, in return, 

I am not to speak to you, I am to think of you 

when I sit alone or wake at night alone, 

I am to wait, 

I do not doubt I am to meet you again, 

I am to see to it that I do not lose you.”


(From “Leaves of Grass” in The Harvard Classics)

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