Welcome, May!

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The past few weeks have been stressful. Training new employees, dealing with difficult customers, not sleeping well, not exercising (I’ve gained 20 pounds in the last two years), getting through family drama (two life-threatening events in the same day, 2000 miles apart: my dad’s heart attack in NM and a 9 year grandchild starting the rest of his life with Type 1 Diabetes) . . .  My CrossFit lifestyle withered into oblivion when I lost my job at the University in 2020, as Covid got going. Deep depression brought me to a standstill as I took a few months to try to reset. Since then, my physical status has been on steady decline. Now my daily schedule looks something like this: Work 3-11 pm (on a good day), Go to bed at 4 am, get up between 10:30 am and noon, get booted up and go back to work. If I get one day off a week I’m fortunate. At least I don’t have to work all night for now. That was the worst.  So I haven’t had time or energy to do much, even read, much less write. And since my

"Unvollendete"

1797 to 1828 was all he had. Franz Schubert died young. A student of Antonio Salieri, Schubert became obsessed with music at a young age. Days were long doing little but composing. When he started teaching piano, he was known to stop composing music only to discipline a student who interrupted him.

A typical romantic-bohemian, borrowing money, living in other people's homes, he sold his music cheap and spent any earnings drinking and reciting poetry with friends who loved and performed his music ("Schubertians").

Schubert's Symphony No. 8 is known as his "Unvollendete" (Unfinished), as he started the piece in 1822 and only completed the first two movements. As a joke, young music students penned lyrics to the melody found in the cello and echoed by the violins after the first minute or so,

"This is the symphony that Schubert wrote but didn't finish; 
this is the symphony that Schubert wrote but didn't finish, 
th' unfinished symphony . . . "



We don't know why the piece sat untouched for six years before his death. One wonders if he was interrupted and lost the muse, like Coleridge when writing "Kubla Khan" or if syphilis kept him too ill to concentrate. To deepen the mystery, why did his friends, the "Schubertians," keep the piece hidden for 37 more years after his death?

Regardless, it makes one think about life and the zero guarantee that one will see another five minutes. What will one accomplish? What will be left "Unvollendete"? Live as if each day were the last, do what you are able and do it well. Let people know you love them while you can, but be ready to go (or let them go) at any time. 

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